Saturday, May 2, 2009

Dreamories.

I don't know if fixing my RO server is just an excuse to stay up late, but I'm beginning to think there's more to it. Lately, everything i've been doing is about my RO server. It busies me with many things to do, many things that requires my attention. And i give it. All of it.

But I sometimes find myself wanting to work more and more when night comes by. I'm unsure now, because I don't know if I really am working for the server, or if I'm just afraid of having no dreams.

Nightmares is one thing, but having no dream at all... It's not something you'd look forward to.

Why can't some person just pop into my life and start shining like a bright crazy star? Seriously. What's taking her so long.